I saw him yesterday, and honestly i felt something that i haven’t really felt in a while . After traveling on a long, winding, painful road everything finally exploded and we decided to start over. For a day it felt like we were still talking and i was waiting for him to ask me out. It was hard, not being able to tell him that i love him and not being able to call him “babe” or “honey” but i got through it. He came to see me yesterday and i had fun. We decided to go see the Avengers but the 7:15 was sold out so we had to wait until 8. While waiting, we walked around the plaza and ended up at pier 1 imports taking pictures. As we were walking, he stopped me in the most random place and said “Can i ask you a question” . Obviously i said yes . So he asked, “Will you be my girlfriend?” Even though we were already going out, it seemed like this was the first time that he was asking me out . I was happy and tears were trying to come out but i kept on pushing it back . I know it sounds stupid but it made me really happy. I guess sometimes starting over is better than continuing to run and getting hurt in the end . After asking me and me saying yes, he kissed me and told me that he loved me . I’ve been waiting for so long to hear him say that . It was only one day but it was a long one day . I’m anxious and nervous to see what’s going to happen but i know that this is going to be the best and we’re gonna keep on getting closer . No matter what . I woke up this morning to the best . We were both happy and again i had that butterfly feeling . I know that no matter what happens we’re going to stick together .
